Showing posts with label house. Show all posts
Showing posts with label house. Show all posts
26 October 2009
#200 - all moved in!
after days and days of packing, cleaning, moving, unpacking and organizing i can say i am pretty much done. my room is finished. clean and arranged how i want it, for now. i can see the whole floor and things are in their places. i doubt it will stay this way for long but i will try. i have a little pride now. i like this place! here is a little shot of what my room looks like.
i haven't done much in terms of decorating but that will come later. i had to cover the window because there are other apartments right next to ours and i am paranoid. so the red fabric is one i got in singapore. i got some new furniture from IKEA, that bookshelf in the corner and a dresser that i badly needed. it was a pain to put together but luckily my friend helped me and i think she enjoyed it.
i spent a lot of time today organizing the kitchen. my roommate jen is not really a cook so i have maybe 90% of the kitchen stuff and food. it's awesome cause i get to decide where things go. i'll probably change it later but for now i think it'll work out well. one of the new things i have to adapt to is having two cats. yes, i said cats. they are pretty cute but it is hard to keep them out of my room. i had the unfortunate chance to have my ex-roommate's cat pee on my bed once so naturally i worry. cat pee is the worst. anyway, PJ is a pretty frisky little one who likes to explore and get into everything (like plastic bags). june is quiet and hides a lot so i don't see much of her. they are cool though. less work than dogs but not as smart/cute/cuddly/fun, if you know what i mean..
09 October 2009
#198 - my new apartment
i titled it like a scrubs episode, which i've been watching a lot lately. good stuff! i am moving in two weeks into a two bedroom apartment with my friend and fellow nurse, jen. we had been talking about moving in together for awhile. we used to work together and are both pretty chill and not too anal so i think it will work out. i haven't seen the place yet but she did and i trust her judgement. usually i am the one who will live in any dumpy place so if she says it's cool then i am down. the thing is it's really, really close to a lot of essentials. there is a fred meyer (like safeway that sells clothes and electronics) about two blocks away, really good thai food about 6 blocks away, a couple frequent bus lines two blocks away, dodgeball gym 8 blocks and the 24 hour is 16 blocks away. i can actually walk there...but the bus ride is probably about 4 minutes so i will do that instead. now i have absolutely no excuses!
my room will be a little smaller than jen's room but i think i'll be paying a little less. all i need is a place to sleep and a good kitchen. she says it's got good cabinet space so that is awesome. i'm just excited to be moving in closer to society. right now i am really far from everything and everyone that matters. although i'll need to take two buses to jeremy's place, it'll only be 20 minutes at the most. it's so convenient and for a decent price!! i'm so excited!
this will be portland rental #10. yes, this is the 10th place that i have lived in 5 years. yikes! that is a lot of moving around and packing/unpacking. i am used to it but really what i want to do is get rid of a lot and just have the essentials. i feel like i have a lot of crap that i don't need or use. "the things you own, end up owning you." -fight club, yo. you buy all this stuff and have to haul it around with you and you have to find an apartment/house big enough to keep that stuff. while the monk's life with just a robe and a bowl is not as far as i want to go, i certainly don't want to be weighed down by unnecessary belongings. the less i have, the less i have to worry about. but i am an american consumer and that is engrained into my being, so i do like a trip out to ikea every now and then. i tell myself i NEED that new ____. it doesn't even matter if i have the money, i know i don't need it but it feels good to buy it. there is something wrong with that. just cause i can, i do.
i just watched "Blood Diamond" again the other night and it is a pretty powerful movie. sure, i watched it to make googley eyes at leo but it also shows a world that is totally unknown and foreign to me and to many others. there is so much that goes on in the world that we have no idea is happening. they don't show a lot of these controversial issues on the 6:00 news. genocide in africa using child soldiers on crack is not a pressing issue. this stuff is still going on. how can we help? for one, when you buys diamonds (cause i do all the time) make sure they are conflict-free. but there is really no way to really know for sure so why buy them in the first place? people die so that you can have some bling. it's sad. there are other ways to show your lover that you love them, it doesn't always have to be so consumeristic and materialistic. and who says when you get married you need to have this ring with a giant sparkly rock? i don't know who started it but plenty of people get the nicest ring with the biggest rock then have to sell it later because they get divorced. it does not represent love, just money.
anyway, that was my rant of the day. i am excited for my new apartment though!!
my room will be a little smaller than jen's room but i think i'll be paying a little less. all i need is a place to sleep and a good kitchen. she says it's got good cabinet space so that is awesome. i'm just excited to be moving in closer to society. right now i am really far from everything and everyone that matters. although i'll need to take two buses to jeremy's place, it'll only be 20 minutes at the most. it's so convenient and for a decent price!! i'm so excited!
this will be portland rental #10. yes, this is the 10th place that i have lived in 5 years. yikes! that is a lot of moving around and packing/unpacking. i am used to it but really what i want to do is get rid of a lot and just have the essentials. i feel like i have a lot of crap that i don't need or use. "the things you own, end up owning you." -fight club, yo. you buy all this stuff and have to haul it around with you and you have to find an apartment/house big enough to keep that stuff. while the monk's life with just a robe and a bowl is not as far as i want to go, i certainly don't want to be weighed down by unnecessary belongings. the less i have, the less i have to worry about. but i am an american consumer and that is engrained into my being, so i do like a trip out to ikea every now and then. i tell myself i NEED that new ____. it doesn't even matter if i have the money, i know i don't need it but it feels good to buy it. there is something wrong with that. just cause i can, i do.
i just watched "Blood Diamond" again the other night and it is a pretty powerful movie. sure, i watched it to make googley eyes at leo but it also shows a world that is totally unknown and foreign to me and to many others. there is so much that goes on in the world that we have no idea is happening. they don't show a lot of these controversial issues on the 6:00 news. genocide in africa using child soldiers on crack is not a pressing issue. this stuff is still going on. how can we help? for one, when you buys diamonds (cause i do all the time) make sure they are conflict-free. but there is really no way to really know for sure so why buy them in the first place? people die so that you can have some bling. it's sad. there are other ways to show your lover that you love them, it doesn't always have to be so consumeristic and materialistic. and who says when you get married you need to have this ring with a giant sparkly rock? i don't know who started it but plenty of people get the nicest ring with the biggest rock then have to sell it later because they get divorced. it does not represent love, just money.
anyway, that was my rant of the day. i am excited for my new apartment though!!
10 April 2009
#181 - housing situation
once again i am thinking about moving. my 6-month lease is up on may 5. my landlord wanted me to sign a one-year lease once this one was up, so she wouldn't have to look for a tenant in november again. i am not quite ready to move, don't have time to look for places, and don't have money to put down for deposits. so i want to propose a 3-month lease (which would be done august, which is perfect for moving) or a month-to-month deal. she is kind of old and i could see where she would be unwilling to budge, but it is also a good idea on my part. the biggest problem is that she is somewhere far away in her RV without a cell phone, until may. i'm assuming she's coming back to take care of my lease and/or moving. i wasn't able to talk to her and so i don't know what to do. she didn't even tell me she was going on this trip in the first place. lame. so i inteded to talk to her before a 30-day notice would be appropriate. i called her, she was not there. does this mean she doesn't need 30 days notice?
i hate the physical and mental strain of moving. i hate putting all my crap (it's mostly crap) into boxes and shuttling them from one temporary place to another. i knew moving in that this place would not be my last, mostly because it's got no "real" kitchen. that bothers me but for now i deal with it because it's a good deal. eventually i want to live in a place that feels like HOME and that i will not think of as temporary. for the last 4 years that i've lived in portland i think i've lived in 7 or 8 places. my mom hates it because she has to change her address book so much. i don't do it on purpose but certain places just get old after awhile. call it what you want. i get antsy after awhile.
also i want a dog. i can't have one at my current place. :(
thinking of moving always makes me think of simplifying. i have way too much stuff, yet i really don't have much. it's all junk. if i died and there was an estate sale (or even a yard sale), there would be nothing of interest. i've got too much stuff yet nothing sellable. i probably couldn't even give my things away. there are two boxes full of junk headed for goodwill, probably is, they have been parked there in the corner for almost 6 months now, since i moved in. how lame am i? it's mostly clothes i don't seem to want/need/like anymore. i don't even like fashion so why do i have all these clothes?! ridiculous.
i hate the physical and mental strain of moving. i hate putting all my crap (it's mostly crap) into boxes and shuttling them from one temporary place to another. i knew moving in that this place would not be my last, mostly because it's got no "real" kitchen. that bothers me but for now i deal with it because it's a good deal. eventually i want to live in a place that feels like HOME and that i will not think of as temporary. for the last 4 years that i've lived in portland i think i've lived in 7 or 8 places. my mom hates it because she has to change her address book so much. i don't do it on purpose but certain places just get old after awhile. call it what you want. i get antsy after awhile.
also i want a dog. i can't have one at my current place. :(
thinking of moving always makes me think of simplifying. i have way too much stuff, yet i really don't have much. it's all junk. if i died and there was an estate sale (or even a yard sale), there would be nothing of interest. i've got too much stuff yet nothing sellable. i probably couldn't even give my things away. there are two boxes full of junk headed for goodwill, probably is, they have been parked there in the corner for almost 6 months now, since i moved in. how lame am i? it's mostly clothes i don't seem to want/need/like anymore. i don't even like fashion so why do i have all these clothes?! ridiculous.
16 November 2008
#152 - simplify, simplify
i am sure i have a post already named this. i believe it is a quote from "walden" by thoreau. i read it in high school but definitely need to hit it again. it's timeless. so i don't know if anyone noticed but it's been a week since i've written a blog. that is a long time for me. what has happened, you may have wondered...maybe not. i moved into my new place on the 5th. it's a studio, it's awesome, i live by myself and i love it. i've never lived alone, always with family or roommates, both pains if you ask me. moving always forces you to take an inventory of your "stuff". i had three truck loads. part of that was goodwill donations and other things to get rid of. i decided i had no more use for those things and that someone needed it more than i. i am trying to simplify my life. i am always trying to do this, ask anyone i know! having my own place has made it easier though. i really take a certain pride in what my place looks and feels like. i want to make it home and if there is too much clutter everywhere it just doesn't feel that way.
physical "stuff" clutter is one thing. it is pretty easy to get rid of, if you make that decision. i cut my wardrobe probably in half because there were so many things i just never wore. i thought i would make good use of somethings and just didn't. i am wasteful and very privileged. i understand that, and take responsibility for my waste. my things have gone back into circulation, to people who need/want them more than i have use for. i am also dealing with other kinds of clutter - emotional, psychological and technological. the first two are a whole 'nother post.
i am working on less techy stuff though, i cut down my list of rss feeds. it became too taxing to read through all of them. i wasn't enjoying them anymore and just trying to get through them. most of them were food-related, food porn if you will. when i am bored i like to look at pictures of yummy food. the idea being i would cook those yummy things eventually but truthfully it never happens. i don't have enough time. if i need a recipe i can get one! so the ones i still have are friend's blogs, because i still want to know what's going on there. another thing is i have no internet at my place. at first i was worried because i NEED my internet! then as i thought about it more, if i have it 24/7 i'm on it 24/7. simple as that. so i am weaning myself off of internet. it's for the best. now i go online when i need/want to, not just to waste time. i want my time to be better spent than just mindlessly surfing the net. i go online at work on night shift, at school and i can go to a coffee shop anytime. laptops rule.
my blog has become kind of boring. since i don't have a lot of time to take pictures, i'm not. so there aren't any pictures. sorry. once i get my place in order i'll probably put some pics up. not quite there yet. i'm still figuring out where everything goes or should go. i'm getting rid of things as i go along, like the college graduation present i NEVER used (2003). it's kind of ridiculous how i have dragged things around with me to every new place (8 since 2004), sometimes the thing being a box of recycling i had to go through. ridiculous! i didn't just do it then, i always left it for later. such a procrastinator!! now i'm not saying i'm going to become a non-procrastinator, that just wouldn't be right. :)
one more thing for simplicity - "have to's". a lot of times we say that we have to do things. in reality, there is nothing you really HAVE TO do. you make choices everyday. maybe if you say no the result will be negative and worse than if you say yes, making it hard to say no. i am working on saying no and not using the phrase "have to". there is no use. do i have to get up, out of bed and to work? no, but then i wouldn't get paid and couldn't eat or pay rent. there are consequences to our actions. i don't have to stay at a job i don't like but if i am too lazy to find a new one then that is my problem. i don't have to ride the bus everywhere, i can buy a used car and work extra to make more money to pay for insurance and gas. i make the choice. it's nice to have that choice but at the same time, it's on my shoulders so i am responsible.
already i am freeing up time for things like playing my guitar and reading. i just finished "WICKED" which was pretty (wickedly) awesome. i wanted to read it before i saw the musical, which i was told and quickly realized isn't much like the book. the book is all dark and adult whereas the musical is appropro for kids as well. i'm curious to see how it'll turn out and what was changed from the book. i'm listening to the soundtrack too, i like to know the songs cause it's weird when you go see a musical and don't know the songs. so now i've got "popular" in my head right now. it's insane.
i'm working on another budget, since i've changed locations and other priorities. it will be simple, of course, and i want to drastically reduce my spending/consumerism. while it would be nice to be able to buy whatever i want, i am sort of glad i need to be on a budget because i am a crazy impulsive shopper who loves to spend money (that i don't have). i've always been responsible with my credit but basically i go out shopping then have to pick up extra shifts at work to pay for stuff. vicious cycle. i did that "no buying" for lent and that worked out well. i wonder if i could do it for a whole year, or more. just not buy things anymore. something to think about.
physical "stuff" clutter is one thing. it is pretty easy to get rid of, if you make that decision. i cut my wardrobe probably in half because there were so many things i just never wore. i thought i would make good use of somethings and just didn't. i am wasteful and very privileged. i understand that, and take responsibility for my waste. my things have gone back into circulation, to people who need/want them more than i have use for. i am also dealing with other kinds of clutter - emotional, psychological and technological. the first two are a whole 'nother post.
i am working on less techy stuff though, i cut down my list of rss feeds. it became too taxing to read through all of them. i wasn't enjoying them anymore and just trying to get through them. most of them were food-related, food porn if you will. when i am bored i like to look at pictures of yummy food. the idea being i would cook those yummy things eventually but truthfully it never happens. i don't have enough time. if i need a recipe i can get one! so the ones i still have are friend's blogs, because i still want to know what's going on there. another thing is i have no internet at my place. at first i was worried because i NEED my internet! then as i thought about it more, if i have it 24/7 i'm on it 24/7. simple as that. so i am weaning myself off of internet. it's for the best. now i go online when i need/want to, not just to waste time. i want my time to be better spent than just mindlessly surfing the net. i go online at work on night shift, at school and i can go to a coffee shop anytime. laptops rule.
my blog has become kind of boring. since i don't have a lot of time to take pictures, i'm not. so there aren't any pictures. sorry. once i get my place in order i'll probably put some pics up. not quite there yet. i'm still figuring out where everything goes or should go. i'm getting rid of things as i go along, like the college graduation present i NEVER used (2003). it's kind of ridiculous how i have dragged things around with me to every new place (8 since 2004), sometimes the thing being a box of recycling i had to go through. ridiculous! i didn't just do it then, i always left it for later. such a procrastinator!! now i'm not saying i'm going to become a non-procrastinator, that just wouldn't be right. :)
one more thing for simplicity - "have to's". a lot of times we say that we have to do things. in reality, there is nothing you really HAVE TO do. you make choices everyday. maybe if you say no the result will be negative and worse than if you say yes, making it hard to say no. i am working on saying no and not using the phrase "have to". there is no use. do i have to get up, out of bed and to work? no, but then i wouldn't get paid and couldn't eat or pay rent. there are consequences to our actions. i don't have to stay at a job i don't like but if i am too lazy to find a new one then that is my problem. i don't have to ride the bus everywhere, i can buy a used car and work extra to make more money to pay for insurance and gas. i make the choice. it's nice to have that choice but at the same time, it's on my shoulders so i am responsible.
already i am freeing up time for things like playing my guitar and reading. i just finished "WICKED" which was pretty (wickedly) awesome. i wanted to read it before i saw the musical, which i was told and quickly realized isn't much like the book. the book is all dark and adult whereas the musical is appropro for kids as well. i'm curious to see how it'll turn out and what was changed from the book. i'm listening to the soundtrack too, i like to know the songs cause it's weird when you go see a musical and don't know the songs. so now i've got "popular" in my head right now. it's insane.
i'm working on another budget, since i've changed locations and other priorities. it will be simple, of course, and i want to drastically reduce my spending/consumerism. while it would be nice to be able to buy whatever i want, i am sort of glad i need to be on a budget because i am a crazy impulsive shopper who loves to spend money (that i don't have). i've always been responsible with my credit but basically i go out shopping then have to pick up extra shifts at work to pay for stuff. vicious cycle. i did that "no buying" for lent and that worked out well. i wonder if i could do it for a whole year, or more. just not buy things anymore. something to think about.
10 October 2008
#146 - eight months
i could almost have a baby in the time that it will take me to graduate from nursing school, which is a lot of time yet none at all. we are applying for graduation today, a couple ladies from the registration office are here to help us. after this term i only have four classes, a total of 18 credits. i have been thinking a lot about what i will do after graduation and get a job.
A DOG
hopefully i will be on a good schedule, maybe three 12-hour shifts. that gives me a lot of time for cuddling with a doggie. right now i am barely home and it would be abusive to have a dog. i find myself lonely for a little friend, especially since niki died this year. of course i wasn't living with him but he did leave an empty place in my heart. so now i am aching for a little love bug. i've been checking out the humane society and petfinder just torturing myself.
of course i do "officially" have a sweet dog named maui but he lives on the coast and i know he wouldn't want to live in portland. i wouldn't either but that's how it has to be right now. maybe someday i'll have him again but not right now. so i'm always looking up little chihuahuas to adopt. i kind of want a puppy because those years are so special and they are real characters at that time but i'm not opposed to getting an older one. i get really weak just looking at these sweethearts.

OWN PLACE
another thing i really look forward to is getting my own place, without roommates. right now having roommates is all good but really, it would be nice to live alone. i wouldn't have to worry about leaving dishes in the sink overnight or not cleaning as much as my house does. i don't see my roommates that often so it's cool but i would like to be able to have a place to call my own, without buying anything. all i'm looking for is a nice little studio. not much space and real simple. the smaller the space the less room i have to fill it with crap and less to clean. i'll probably be paying almost twice as much but it will be worth it, and i will be making maybe twice as much.
APPLE SWAG
ever since i got my first ipod i've had apple envy, i guess. i play with my friend's iPhone and it's just awesome. i don't have or probably won't ever have AT&T so i'm not sure iPhone would be beneficial. instead i'm thinking the iPod touch. i'm definitely due for a new ipod and why not this guy?! photos, videos, music, internets, calendar, maps, games, really what can you not do on this thing (besides the phone)? right now it goes up to a 32GB but probably by next year it will have a bigger capacity. my old one was 60GB so i would like something similar. either way, a touch would be AWESOME!
the other thing i want to treat myself with is a new computer. i got both my computers second hand. my desktop from my uncle and the laptop from craigslist, both probably 4 years old or so. ancient in computer terms. i've used macs and really like how they work and i hear they are great in terms of safety and security. i really enjoy having a laptop but i also like the power of having a desktop. if i can get the speed and power of a desktop on a laptop...well a laptop would be better so why have both. i'm looking at the macbook pro and it comes with up to a 250GB hard drive and 4 GB RAM. that's way more than my desktop has right now. of course it's gonna cost close to $3000, which is a lot of money but i figure it's gonna last me for a long time, do lots for me and just look at it!
okay so i know that is a lot of things that i WANT. it's not like i'll be making a killing right out of school so i'm not getting them all right away and these are just things. it's gonna be thousands of dollars to get it all and maintain it. my level of spending will go up probably exponentially but my income will go up a little as well. i deserve it right?! i like to think having one computer instead of two is simpler and more efficient. i can justify these things. although having a doggie will be a lot more work and money, having that little guy running around and waiting for me to come home is worth it. as for my own place, well, it's about time. i'm getting close to 30. sheesh, that's like an adult or something. i'm not into buying a house cause i don't think i can say i'll be here for longer than 5 years but you never know. eight months!
A DOG
hopefully i will be on a good schedule, maybe three 12-hour shifts. that gives me a lot of time for cuddling with a doggie. right now i am barely home and it would be abusive to have a dog. i find myself lonely for a little friend, especially since niki died this year. of course i wasn't living with him but he did leave an empty place in my heart. so now i am aching for a little love bug. i've been checking out the humane society and petfinder just torturing myself.
of course i do "officially" have a sweet dog named maui but he lives on the coast and i know he wouldn't want to live in portland. i wouldn't either but that's how it has to be right now. maybe someday i'll have him again but not right now. so i'm always looking up little chihuahuas to adopt. i kind of want a puppy because those years are so special and they are real characters at that time but i'm not opposed to getting an older one. i get really weak just looking at these sweethearts. 
OWN PLACE
another thing i really look forward to is getting my own place, without roommates. right now having roommates is all good but really, it would be nice to live alone. i wouldn't have to worry about leaving dishes in the sink overnight or not cleaning as much as my house does. i don't see my roommates that often so it's cool but i would like to be able to have a place to call my own, without buying anything. all i'm looking for is a nice little studio. not much space and real simple. the smaller the space the less room i have to fill it with crap and less to clean. i'll probably be paying almost twice as much but it will be worth it, and i will be making maybe twice as much.
APPLE SWAG
ever since i got my first ipod i've had apple envy, i guess. i play with my friend's iPhone and it's just awesome. i don't have or probably won't ever have AT&T so i'm not sure iPhone would be beneficial. instead i'm thinking the iPod touch. i'm definitely due for a new ipod and why not this guy?! photos, videos, music, internets, calendar, maps, games, really what can you not do on this thing (besides the phone)? right now it goes up to a 32GB but probably by next year it will have a bigger capacity. my old one was 60GB so i would like something similar. either way, a touch would be AWESOME!
the other thing i want to treat myself with is a new computer. i got both my computers second hand. my desktop from my uncle and the laptop from craigslist, both probably 4 years old or so. ancient in computer terms. i've used macs and really like how they work and i hear they are great in terms of safety and security. i really enjoy having a laptop but i also like the power of having a desktop. if i can get the speed and power of a desktop on a laptop...well a laptop would be better so why have both. i'm looking at the macbook pro and it comes with up to a 250GB hard drive and 4 GB RAM. that's way more than my desktop has right now. of course it's gonna cost close to $3000, which is a lot of money but i figure it's gonna last me for a long time, do lots for me and just look at it!
okay so i know that is a lot of things that i WANT. it's not like i'll be making a killing right out of school so i'm not getting them all right away and these are just things. it's gonna be thousands of dollars to get it all and maintain it. my level of spending will go up probably exponentially but my income will go up a little as well. i deserve it right?! i like to think having one computer instead of two is simpler and more efficient. i can justify these things. although having a doggie will be a lot more work and money, having that little guy running around and waiting for me to come home is worth it. as for my own place, well, it's about time. i'm getting close to 30. sheesh, that's like an adult or something. i'm not into buying a house cause i don't think i can say i'll be here for longer than 5 years but you never know. eight months!
19 August 2008
#129 - nursing clinicals
i had a summer class that i cut my summer trip short for. i should've been in costa rica getting ready for a fun wedding. instead i've been back for almost a month, back in the real world. it seems weird that just a month ago i was traveling and living out of my backpack. now it's back to reality and my messy disaster of a room. add to that a broken dryer and shower in my house. i am not sure how i will take a shower tomorrow tho i'm thinking maybe at work. one of my roommates is supposedly taking care of it but the dryer has been broken for weeks. i had to use the laundromat the other day because i ran out of scrubs and underwear. this guy fell in a puddle of water and his wife called an ambulance. there wasn't anything i could do for him and i felt pretty helpless.
so bottom line is - i need to move. a couple friends from work are looking for a place with me and we're looking for cheap, 3 br, preferably in inner SE or NE, maybe even nopo would be cool. something in the range of $1000-$1400. W/D would be nice, or even hookups. option of pets would be nice but i know i'm not ready for one yet.
my summer class consisted of one day of in-the-classroom practice. we were given some videos to review as well as tools to help us get back into nursing. our last clinicals were in november, so our skills are a bit rusty. or they were. after that class i was a little nervous and skeptical of my skills but now i'm back in the game. we had to do four clinical days out at the hospital. it was usually about 7am-4pm but we got out early today. doing those four days really helped my confidence in patient care and an assortment of skills i didn't know i had. things like patient teaching and organizing my day with medications and treatments. of course, i only had one patient but i also was able to observe several seasoned nurses and how they do things. every nurse has their own "practice" and it's nice to be able to model the things i like and omit the others. i haven't had a bad nurse yet but i've heard some stories.
one of my patients was a homeless man withdrawing from alcohol. he was very agitated and it said he drank a dozen 24-oz per day...that is a lot of beer! there are many patients like this and seeing him only reaffirmed my decision to quit drinking. i don't want to get to that point. i don't think i would become that way, but i don't think he ever thought that either. it really can happen to anyone if they slowly lose that control and let the alcohol take over their lives. it's a harsh disease that affects many people.
TV - just started watching six feet under, it's about a family that owns a mortuary. showtime has the best shows! this one is pretty funny and the family is so dysfunctional it's entertaining. a lot of people are afraid of death or even talking about it. uncomfortable topic, use comedy! i guess working at a nursing home i see a lot of old people die so it doesn't make me too scared. it's a natural part of life and for me, it's nice helping someone to be comfortable at the end. you just have to accept it's going to happen.
so bottom line is - i need to move. a couple friends from work are looking for a place with me and we're looking for cheap, 3 br, preferably in inner SE or NE, maybe even nopo would be cool. something in the range of $1000-$1400. W/D would be nice, or even hookups. option of pets would be nice but i know i'm not ready for one yet.
my summer class consisted of one day of in-the-classroom practice. we were given some videos to review as well as tools to help us get back into nursing. our last clinicals were in november, so our skills are a bit rusty. or they were. after that class i was a little nervous and skeptical of my skills but now i'm back in the game. we had to do four clinical days out at the hospital. it was usually about 7am-4pm but we got out early today. doing those four days really helped my confidence in patient care and an assortment of skills i didn't know i had. things like patient teaching and organizing my day with medications and treatments. of course, i only had one patient but i also was able to observe several seasoned nurses and how they do things. every nurse has their own "practice" and it's nice to be able to model the things i like and omit the others. i haven't had a bad nurse yet but i've heard some stories.
one of my patients was a homeless man withdrawing from alcohol. he was very agitated and it said he drank a dozen 24-oz per day...that is a lot of beer! there are many patients like this and seeing him only reaffirmed my decision to quit drinking. i don't want to get to that point. i don't think i would become that way, but i don't think he ever thought that either. it really can happen to anyone if they slowly lose that control and let the alcohol take over their lives. it's a harsh disease that affects many people.
TV - just started watching six feet under, it's about a family that owns a mortuary. showtime has the best shows! this one is pretty funny and the family is so dysfunctional it's entertaining. a lot of people are afraid of death or even talking about it. uncomfortable topic, use comedy! i guess working at a nursing home i see a lot of old people die so it doesn't make me too scared. it's a natural part of life and for me, it's nice helping someone to be comfortable at the end. you just have to accept it's going to happen.
12 March 2008
#81 - my japanese house
i lived in japan for five years and have been back a few times since then. i was only a kid but i soaked in a lot of experiences while living there. we lived in modest off-base housing for a couple years and then lived on-base for a few after that. the one thing about japan is that there are many people with little space. so, the houses are relatively smaller and simpler.
i have been quite interested in house design and architecture for awhile now. while i'm not going to go back to school to pursue this interest, i love reading about it and designing my own house. someday if i have the means to, i'm going to build this amazing japanese style house. what is a japanese house? well, it's like any other house but has certain qualities and elements. my ideas, while using modern tools and style, is heavily influenced by traditional style and building. so when you're watching a samurai movie, the castles and buildings back then...that's what i'm talking about!
i'm not going to build a castle anytime soon but so many of the features are a MUST in my dream home. lots of people in japan actually live in tiny cramped apartments because they can't afford houses, which are ridiculously expensive. japan in general is expensive.
so i will start off with the genkan. this is where you enter into the house. it's like a foyer. in japan (and hawaii) you take your shoes off here. no shoes in the house! so here are three examples of genkan. first is a very simple, bare bones genkan using light woods. the second one seems to be a hotel or business, pretty fancy and shiny. the last one is a more decorative one with stone and sliding door entry.
some things that might be included in this area are a shoe rack, umbrella rack (for those who use those things) and closet. one thing that a genkan must have is a step up onto the main floor. i like the idea of a giant stone step, either onto the main floor or outside (up to the main door). maybe both.
washitsu - japanese room
so after taking off your shoes you leave them face out towards the door, or put them away on a shoe rack. next thing i must have in my japanese house is a japanese style tatami room, or washitsu.
this room could be a multiple purpose room. in the past, rooms were all tatami but in modern times usually a japanese home has one that they use for anything from studying to eating to sleeping. the thing about most japanese is they are very aware of using and saving space. so traditionally you sleep on futon that is put away in the morning and taken out before bedtime. they did't have futon frames and that is how i slept for many years, it was wonderful! so there is usually a little closet that everything gets folded up and put into for the day. 
in japanese style, you sit on the floor on zabuton cushions. they can be stacked up in a corner like in the photo. there are two types of futon, shikibuton (the mattress) and kakefuton (the comforter) and they both fold nicely into thirds. i really prefer sleeping this way but i don't have the luxury of a closet to store such things. and most futon here in the states come with a frame so why not use it? it is also a bit awkward that we are always seated on chairs. although sitting on the floor is not for everyone, when in japan you get used to it. my house in hawaii has sofas but we're usually seated on the floor on zabuton because we have these low tables. i'm just so used to it. one of the coolest things that makes the most sense is the kotatsu.
it's this low table with a blanket around it and a heater underneath. it is so nice in the winter! you can be doing anything - studying, eating, watching tv, relaxing or just sitting - and this is the place to do it. i can just imagine it right now since it's a bit chilly and my feet (sockless) are frozen. and with all good furniture, it's small and moves around quite easily. so when you are ready to go to bed just push this baby to the side and lay out your futon. oh man life could be so simple if i could just build this house!
there are a few other main parts of a washitsu which are tatami mats, shoji doors, fusuma doors, the tokonoma and the engawa. i will briefly explain each part, as they are essential. some japanese restaurants have these rooms.
tatami mats
these are made of woven straw and packed. they measure 90cm x 180cm, which is about 3'x6'. rooms that have tatami mats are measured in mats (or in increments of 90cm) and can be ordered by the number of mats. there are a number of layouts of tatami rooms but mostly they are square or rectangular. tatami are a good reason to take off your shoes.
shoji and fusuma doors
these are used to separate rooms and spaces. they are on sliding tracks that allow a room to be closed or open. shoji doors are lightweight and use thin translucent rice paper. the paper is laid over a wooden frame and light shines through the paper, which really adds ambiance. fusuma doors are made with a heavier paper and sometimes are decorated with flowers, animals or scenery. there is typically a small, round indented handle and black lacquered border. they used to be the same size as tatami mats but have since become bigger.
tokonoma
the tokonoma is the featured area of the washitsu. it is a "small raised alcove" that is used to display things. this is an essential part of the room. you can hold different things here but the idea is simplicity in the design. common things are ikebana (art of japanese flower arranging, which is another post entirely),
scrolls and bonsai. this is also where you can hang your favorite art, hopefully it has some kind of japanese style or art. when having guests over, it is important that the guest be seated with his/her back towards the tokonoma because this is a sign of respect for your guest by being modest.
engawa - the veranda, terrace, patio
one of my favorite parts of this house/room is the engawa. it is an area of transition between the inside and outside of the house. it comes off the tatami room and looks onto a garden, definitely a must. not sure how it would work for places like oregon where it's always raining but a great idea. i guess it's basically a porch but it's a narrow area, kind of like an outside hallway.
i've seen different designs, some have doors on the outside that slide (left), others just open to the air like a porch. it just seems like a great place to reflect and connect to nature, while still in your own home. even if you are in the city, you need to find that inner peace somehow. i am reminded of that scene in kill bill where they have a sword fight in the garden, in the snow. or the last samurai, under the sakura (cherry blossom) tree. it would be awesome to have a garden in the middle of my house. you always see these in samurai movies. i think this whole scheme is an inner desire to become or live like samurai. hahaha i really like the big rock in the picture to the right, as a step into the garden.
while i don't see myself totally getting rid of all things western and building the whole house into a japanese style, i love the idea of a room i can escape to when i want to be whisked off to japan. other parts of the house include a kitchen (miniature sized) and bath. my house is going to have a modern, western kitchen since i spend so much time there. i mean, how am i supposed to cook a meal in that small a kitchen?!!! impossible! that is one area i'm going western. but the bath is definitely going to be japanese.
ofuro - japanese bath
here in the western world we usually have one room for toilet, sink, bath/shower and changing area. this is the full sized bathroom. in japan there are three separate rooms: toilet with attached sink, changing area, and bath/shower. the toilet is nothing special but is in a little room with a window and at the top where normally is nothing but the big heavy porcelain top there is a sink! it is amazing and smart. yet it's toilet water but it's clean. also many toilets have two different flushes for #1 and #2. genius really. portland airport toilets have that too now.
as for the changing room, it's not a big deal. it can be whatever you want really. typically it has a sink with mirror (maybe), some shelves, and a place to put your clothes. now for best part, the ofuro. it is a deep hot bath to relax in. first, you sit on a stool outside the tub, either plastic or wooden, and soap & wash yourself. get clean! once you're done and well rinsed off you can get into the ofuro. it's a hot (100-108F) bath you can just soak in. take the cover off and get right in. after a hard day this is where it's at. since you are clean when you get in, the water can be left for a few days before draining and cleaning.
now that i've spent hours on this blog i need to go. i'm getting hungry for tempura, oden, sushi, wakame, kare raisu and domburi! blog on japanese food to come i guess!
i have been quite interested in house design and architecture for awhile now. while i'm not going to go back to school to pursue this interest, i love reading about it and designing my own house. someday if i have the means to, i'm going to build this amazing japanese style house. what is a japanese house? well, it's like any other house but has certain qualities and elements. my ideas, while using modern tools and style, is heavily influenced by traditional style and building. so when you're watching a samurai movie, the castles and buildings back then...that's what i'm talking about!
i'm not going to build a castle anytime soon but so many of the features are a MUST in my dream home. lots of people in japan actually live in tiny cramped apartments because they can't afford houses, which are ridiculously expensive. japan in general is expensive.
so i will start off with the genkan. this is where you enter into the house. it's like a foyer. in japan (and hawaii) you take your shoes off here. no shoes in the house! so here are three examples of genkan. first is a very simple, bare bones genkan using light woods. the second one seems to be a hotel or business, pretty fancy and shiny. the last one is a more decorative one with stone and sliding door entry.
washitsu - japanese room
so after taking off your shoes you leave them face out towards the door, or put them away on a shoe rack. next thing i must have in my japanese house is a japanese style tatami room, or washitsu.
this room could be a multiple purpose room. in the past, rooms were all tatami but in modern times usually a japanese home has one that they use for anything from studying to eating to sleeping. the thing about most japanese is they are very aware of using and saving space. so traditionally you sleep on futon that is put away in the morning and taken out before bedtime. they did't have futon frames and that is how i slept for many years, it was wonderful! so there is usually a little closet that everything gets folded up and put into for the day. 
it's this low table with a blanket around it and a heater underneath. it is so nice in the winter! you can be doing anything - studying, eating, watching tv, relaxing or just sitting - and this is the place to do it. i can just imagine it right now since it's a bit chilly and my feet (sockless) are frozen. and with all good furniture, it's small and moves around quite easily. so when you are ready to go to bed just push this baby to the side and lay out your futon. oh man life could be so simple if i could just build this house!there are a few other main parts of a washitsu which are tatami mats, shoji doors, fusuma doors, the tokonoma and the engawa. i will briefly explain each part, as they are essential. some japanese restaurants have these rooms.
tatami mats
shoji and fusuma doors
these are used to separate rooms and spaces. they are on sliding tracks that allow a room to be closed or open. shoji doors are lightweight and use thin translucent rice paper. the paper is laid over a wooden frame and light shines through the paper, which really adds ambiance. fusuma doors are made with a heavier paper and sometimes are decorated with flowers, animals or scenery. there is typically a small, round indented handle and black lacquered border. they used to be the same size as tatami mats but have since become bigger.tokonoma
the tokonoma is the featured area of the washitsu. it is a "small raised alcove" that is used to display things. this is an essential part of the room. you can hold different things here but the idea is simplicity in the design. common things are ikebana (art of japanese flower arranging, which is another post entirely),
scrolls and bonsai. this is also where you can hang your favorite art, hopefully it has some kind of japanese style or art. when having guests over, it is important that the guest be seated with his/her back towards the tokonoma because this is a sign of respect for your guest by being modest.engawa - the veranda, terrace, patio
one of my favorite parts of this house/room is the engawa. it is an area of transition between the inside and outside of the house. it comes off the tatami room and looks onto a garden, definitely a must. not sure how it would work for places like oregon where it's always raining but a great idea. i guess it's basically a porch but it's a narrow area, kind of like an outside hallway.
i've seen different designs, some have doors on the outside that slide (left), others just open to the air like a porch. it just seems like a great place to reflect and connect to nature, while still in your own home. even if you are in the city, you need to find that inner peace somehow. i am reminded of that scene in kill bill where they have a sword fight in the garden, in the snow. or the last samurai, under the sakura (cherry blossom) tree. it would be awesome to have a garden in the middle of my house. you always see these in samurai movies. i think this whole scheme is an inner desire to become or live like samurai. hahaha i really like the big rock in the picture to the right, as a step into the garden.
while i don't see myself totally getting rid of all things western and building the whole house into a japanese style, i love the idea of a room i can escape to when i want to be whisked off to japan. other parts of the house include a kitchen (miniature sized) and bath. my house is going to have a modern, western kitchen since i spend so much time there. i mean, how am i supposed to cook a meal in that small a kitchen?!!! impossible! that is one area i'm going western. but the bath is definitely going to be japanese.ofuro - japanese bath
here in the western world we usually have one room for toilet, sink, bath/shower and changing area. this is the full sized bathroom. in japan there are three separate rooms: toilet with attached sink, changing area, and bath/shower. the toilet is nothing special but is in a little room with a window and at the top where normally is nothing but the big heavy porcelain top there is a sink! it is amazing and smart. yet it's toilet water but it's clean. also many toilets have two different flushes for #1 and #2. genius really. portland airport toilets have that too now.
as for the changing room, it's not a big deal. it can be whatever you want really. typically it has a sink with mirror (maybe), some shelves, and a place to put your clothes. now for best part, the ofuro. it is a deep hot bath to relax in. first, you sit on a stool outside the tub, either plastic or wooden, and soap & wash yourself. get clean! once you're done and well rinsed off you can get into the ofuro. it's a hot (100-108F) bath you can just soak in. take the cover off and get right in. after a hard day this is where it's at. since you are clean when you get in, the water can be left for a few days before draining and cleaning.now that i've spent hours on this blog i need to go. i'm getting hungry for tempura, oden, sushi, wakame, kare raisu and domburi! blog on japanese food to come i guess!
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