i hate wasting time, especially when i don't have much free time. coffee shops get boring after an hour or so and i forgot my ipod. *sad mac face* i am really looking forward to more free time this summer. having a somewhat regular schedule will be nice. having multiple days off a week will be nice.
i really can't complain much right now. i have a job, i pay most of my bills, i have a house (until july 5), i'm almost an RN, i am enjoying clinicals, i play dodgeball and kickball, i have an awesome relationship, portland rocks, and it's good. but...i still complain! i'm congested (maybe allergies), tired, it's raining, i work too much, i have no free time, not enough money, i've been eating crap and time flies. overall i'm happy but those little things are annoying.
so this summer will be exciting. PLANS - i'm going on an alaskan cruise (june 20-27) and house sitting at the coast (july 9-17). i'll be taking my NCLEX (and passing!) some time in july. i'll also be moving somewhere in july. moving is never that much fun but i like to do it anyway. who wants to stay in the same place too long? get a new job, preferably at providence on 2G! whoo! my clinicals there have just been awesome and it's a great working environment. busy and interesting. draft league dodgeball, something i haven't done yet. you sign up and get picked up on a team, then play with cool peeps you haven't played with before! awesome! bike rides when it gets sunny more consistently. other than that, who knows what this summer holds for me.
maybe i'll start some new hobbies. maybe i'll have time to workout. maybe i'll cook more. maybe i'll garden. maybe i'll become president. who knows..and besides me, who cares?!
i want to say i will continue my "no buying" thing but i just don't know if i can. i want... i want a new laptop, mine takes about 20 minutes to start up and get going. it still works but i want to smash it to pieces. my desktop is just as slow starting and i don't even have it connected to the internets. i'm pretty sure they both have viruses. my laptop needs a new battery, it only lasts about 10 minutes off AC power. so i could spend money to fix them...or buy a macbook...hehe
if i do cave, it will be on a new laptop. that's all i can think about. i have too much clothes and other things that i would've normally spent frivolously on. i'm over buying stuff for the sake of it and to make me feel better. i would probably get buyers remorse now, something i've never really had previously. it hasn't been that hard not to buy things. i am pretty stubborn afterall. if i make a decision to do or not to do something, then it's done and done. whatever the reasons may be.
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Hahaha, getting a macbook is my current obsession. I'm irritating Lance by obsessing over it and I keep leaving his computer on the apple webpage so that he has to look at it all the time. It kind of worked, though, because after one of those times he decided that we should get an itouch. You know me, I of course thought it was a great idea and now we have an itouch.
By the way, I forgot to tell you that I finally saw his picture a few weeks ago when you two were tagged in a pic. When do I get to meet him?
oh absolutely you should get a new laptop! i'm a pro at buyer-remorse but i know that when it's something that you use everyday (and something that irritates you everyday) like a computer, it's the best idea in the world to slurge and run with it. when you no longer have to deal with a super slow computer starting up and can instead replace that with a "wow, my computer rocks!" it makes the rest of your day run so much smoother (or at least makes your computing session hassle-free so you can worry instead about what you actually have to DO on the computer). just think, this is something you use everyday for both work and play and so why wouldn't you allow yourself to use anything but the best (or at least the "very good")?
by the way... what is this "relationship" you speak of? c'mon, i have to live vicariously since i meet no girls here (at least none who are single, not completely whack-o, and under the age of 40).
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